grrr
im so frustrated at the
moment.. i really dont
think i can take much more
of today. Amanda is supposed
to be coming over to get
her birthday present..
i said i would wait up...
but im tired and shes drunk.
Ryan wont leave me the hell..
yes i said a bad word..
HELL alone.. Daryls mad with
me because of ryan.. my dad lost
his job of 30 years.. he was so
sad today and i didnt know
what to do.. so i played it off
like nothing was wrong, and i
hate when i do that.. he
probably just needed a hug
and encouragement from me,
but i didnt do either. I really
feel like im doing nothing
right today..i really dont
think i can please anyone.. but
i try so hard and it makes me so
sad. *hoping for a good day tomorrow*
goodnight friends.
moment.. i really dont
think i can take much more
of today. Amanda is supposed
to be coming over to get
her birthday present..
i said i would wait up...
but im tired and shes drunk.
Ryan wont leave me the hell..
yes i said a bad word..
HELL alone.. Daryls mad with
me because of ryan.. my dad lost
his job of 30 years.. he was so
sad today and i didnt know
what to do.. so i played it off
like nothing was wrong, and i
hate when i do that.. he
probably just needed a hug
and encouragement from me,
but i didnt do either. I really
feel like im doing nothing
right today..i really dont
think i can please anyone.. but
i try so hard and it makes me so
sad. *hoping for a good day tomorrow*
goodnight friends.