Aug 21, 2006 15:49
So Im single.
and loving it...
I love boys.
I forgot how hott they all were.
Im having a great summer even through all the shit thats happended.
except I had a dream last night that I was really upset and I flipped out on bernadette and then fucking swore like a crazy ass and then i kind od fell to the ground in this crazy fit of hysteria and i was so angry and so upset then i got up and punched some people and then abby came and hugged me and i was ok.
and that was my dream.
very weird. I have no idea why I flipped out on bernie, but oh well.
Ben is so confusing though.
We were on a break and then he called me after like a month and by then I was already almost over him, but he calls me and im all confused and then he tells me he didnt ever want to break up but then he never calls or wants to hang out. So Im over it.
I tried to do the decent thing and tell him to his face but hes never able to talk for more then 5 minutes and so he promises hell call back but he doesnt.
so im not calling him.
when he calls me . hes the one whos gonna be confused. fuck him.
love jaimie