Jan 24, 2007 02:44
i remember being younger.
i remember in high school when people were so impressionable. and i was very impressionable. and there was one thing that i always stood by, one thing that my father had always taught me.
hate was a strong word.
never say that you hate someone. because once you do, you never can take it back.
that's one thing that my father firmly believed in.
i realized tonight that for the first time in my life i actually hate someone.
and i've never hated anyone before.
i suppose that you'll feel privliged to know this news since you feel so privliged to be my first in other things. but just know that you disgust me enough for to write this about you. absolutely and forever.
I.HATE.YOU.
(i hate that i'm so disguted by this whole thing. i hate that i'm still thinking about it. i hate that when i kiss someone else it makes me think of you. and most of all i hate that you had such an impression on my life. when you should have had nothing to do with it at all if you were a decent person.
i hate that you win.)