thank you ben g.
And when I see you, I really see you upside down But my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around Turns you around, turns you around If you feel discouraged when there's a lack of color here Please don't worry lover, it's really bursting at the seams from absorbing everything the spectrum's A to Z. This is fact not fiction for the first time in years All the girls in every girlie magazine can't make me feel any less alone, I'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03 and on your machine, I slur a plea for you to come home. But I know it's too late, and I should have given you a reason to stay Given you a reason to stay; given you a reason to stay; given you a reason to stay This is fact not fiction for the first time in years
my heart feels like it is going to burst out of my chest from being thrown around so much.
but at least it's all over now.
i've done a lot in the past two weeks, and tomorrow i will update with details.
but for now, i'm going to watch scary movies with my best friend on our last night.