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holy crap my life is about to drastically change in 6 days. I still dont think it has hit me yet...it just seems like the end of another school year...
NEW YORK WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!! i would seriously love to just go and stay there for an entire summer. I think i still wouldnt do or see everything that enormous city has to offer. I had so much fun last week. Not only did i get to see phantom live (OMG a phantom rant later...) but i became so much closer to my friends and realized that i do not know what im going to do with myself not seeing them everyday....*le sigh*
i feel like big wave of fears and crying is going to hit me all at once and i just might be in a depression mode for a few days....ill probably get over it soon seeing as how i usually can...but what if its about what you have know for your enitre life? i mean im excited about college and meeting new people but i just dont know if im ready to grow up yet. :(
anyways...on a lighter note! the phantom in phantom was fucking amazing....he was the best tenor ive ever heard in my life...he was...god...ugh...i cant find words to describe...*le sigh* i love phantom of the opera with every part of my being....:)
andy and I closed tonight...it was his first night closing and he actually did a good job...we got out fairly early...then we stayed outside afterwards and talked for about 20 minutes because we love papa johns so much...and then we jumped out and scared the shit out of our boss amanda...HA! it was funny :) i felt bad though... lol
ive been doing alot of thinking lately...ive decided i do not want to grow up, not now, if not never.
NEW YORK WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!! i would seriously love to just go and stay there for an entire summer. I think i still wouldnt do or see everything that enormous city has to offer. I had so much fun last week. Not only did i get to see phantom live (OMG a phantom rant later...) but i became so much closer to my friends and realized that i do not know what im going to do with myself not seeing them everyday....*le sigh*
i feel like big wave of fears and crying is going to hit me all at once and i just might be in a depression mode for a few days....ill probably get over it soon seeing as how i usually can...but what if its about what you have know for your enitre life? i mean im excited about college and meeting new people but i just dont know if im ready to grow up yet. :(
anyways...on a lighter note! the phantom in phantom was fucking amazing....he was the best tenor ive ever heard in my life...he was...god...ugh...i cant find words to describe...*le sigh* i love phantom of the opera with every part of my being....:)
andy and I closed tonight...it was his first night closing and he actually did a good job...we got out fairly early...then we stayed outside afterwards and talked for about 20 minutes because we love papa johns so much...and then we jumped out and scared the shit out of our boss amanda...HA! it was funny :) i felt bad though... lol
ive been doing alot of thinking lately...ive decided i do not want to grow up, not now, if not never.