is it just me or is the font fuckin huge?

[ive_lost_a_few]

Jennifer sat on her futon and put on her headphones. they were cheap headphones and one of them had broken a week after she bought them. they were so bad that she didn't really use them anymore. she would just put them on her head when she wanted to pretend that she was ignoring someone. or rather when she wanted to pretend she had someone to ignore. she was playing into a system she would never be a part of. she was becoming a part of this cycle of ignorance and confusion. and she thought about it further and realized what she was doing. these headphones were like every other object she had owned in her life and how they were all the same. they were all there to make her feel like she was normal, like she was just an average kid. the instant she realized this she took off the headphones, took a nail and hammer from the hallway closet, went to the flimsy wall she shared with her parents, violently nailed a peg into it, and hung the head phones on the wall.

i realized that some people are smart enough to say "you're right" when i say "i'm an asshole." all i'm asking of you is to play into my insecurities. fuck im fucking crushed. now im actually emo. im so fucking emo right now i could fucking write a horrible fucking song im so fucking pissed. and so fucking clear. it all makes fucking sense. fuck. fuck. i should've seen it coming. never listen to your friends when you know they're just comforting you. ive said it before but i never truly believed it till now. i need to see romeo and juliet. things will never be the same.