• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: not a real one
How many exes do you have?: technically, 5. but i don't really consider any of them relationships. so maybe 0?
What is your longest relationship?: 14 months
What was your shortest relationship?: 3 hours. no joke.
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: depends on your definition of drugs.
What kind of shampoo do you use?: varies on my mood. this morning it was herbal essence fruit infusions with papaya and guava.
What are you most scared of?: being alone, death, change, etc.
What are you listening to right now: crispus attucks
Who is the last person that called you?: flynn from zack's phone, confusing the fuck out of me.
Where do you want to get married?: i don't want to get married. at least i don't think i do.
How many buddies are online right now?: 15/54. 11 of them are idle/away/mobile right now though.
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Bungee jumped?: no, and I'm pretty sure i'd knife myself before i'd try it. I'm so fucking afraid of heights.
Made yourself throw up?: yeah, but not for the typical purpose.
Skinny dipped?: mhmm.
Pictured your crush naked?: not if i really like them. i have this thing where i can't imagine anything sexual about the person who i really, really like. besides like, making out.
Cried when someone died?: yeah.
Lied: no. i'm perfect, motherfucker.
Fallen for your best friend?: yeah. and it didn't wreck our friendship, either.
Done something you regret?: yeah, lots of things.
• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: greyish slacks, orange striped shirt
Music: hot cross now.
Annoyance: my camera deciding to be a cum guzzling sperm burping gutterslut, being cold, SCHOOL.
Smell: pine needles, my perfume (sangria something or other), and the roast that I am cooking.
Desktop picture:
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: will sprecher.
You IMed: either jah or mark. don't remember.
You yelled at: soulyana.
You kissed: besides my brother, probably charlie or whitney. seriously kissed? consensually? louis.
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: i try to be. doesn't always work out that way, though.
Open-minded: yet again, i try.
Arrogant: nope.
Insecure: very.
Random: generally, yes.
Hungry: not at all. they fed us so much on the field trip today. it was insane.
Smart: yeah. and fuck you if you don't think so.
Moody: generally, no. but i have my moments.
Hard working: with certain things, yes. if i care enough about it, i guess.
Organized: not really. well, yeah, but not in the conventional sense.
Healthy: yeah, basically. but you wouldn't be able to tell by looking at me.
Shy: i don't act it, but yeah.
Trusting: too trusting.
• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: usually go back to sleep for at least a few more minutes, then grab my clothes and shower.
All you need is: camera, film, darkroom, cuddling, contact with a few select people, music, shows, money (fuck you i know i'm materialistic), and fun times.
I dream about: lots of things. usually making out with boys i know i'll never have.
Sexual preference: none.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: generally eyes, smile/lips, and hair.
• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh The most: hands fucking down, charlie motherfucking woo. followed very closely by whitney.
Makes you smile: almost anyone.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: next question...
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: used to.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: only for about 3-4 days of the month.
Wish you were younger: sometimes.
Cry because someone said something to you?: generally no. a better question to ask would be WANT to cry...
• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: never, really.
Of hearts I have broken: none.
Of girls I've kissed: 5.
Of CD's I own: i have no fucking clue. i don't count them.
Of scars on my body: lots.
Of things that I regret: more than i should.
I think i might have actually learned/realized some things about myself by doing that.