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I wonder how he can lay next to me knowing that I'm in so much pain and not want to help me. Its times like these that I'm certain he doesn't love me. I'm terrified that he's going to try and take my son from me.
As much as the first concern hurts the second worries me so much more.
We've actually had a conversation about it, what would happen if there was a custody battle. He thinks he would win, because he has a house and a job....but he's also got a record with felony charges and couldn't pass a drug test if his life depended on it.
Seeing him lay there, being able to comfortably lay in bed and sleep so soundly, it makes me want to kick him. Secretly, sometimes I do.
I hate him so much sometimes.
If he ever tries to take my son I will destroy his world, just like hes done to mine. Kyis is the most important thing in my life now and he will not be taken from me.
As much as the first concern hurts the second worries me so much more.
We've actually had a conversation about it, what would happen if there was a custody battle. He thinks he would win, because he has a house and a job....but he's also got a record with felony charges and couldn't pass a drug test if his life depended on it.
Seeing him lay there, being able to comfortably lay in bed and sleep so soundly, it makes me want to kick him. Secretly, sometimes I do.
I hate him so much sometimes.
If he ever tries to take my son I will destroy his world, just like hes done to mine. Kyis is the most important thing in my life now and he will not be taken from me.