happy 25th of October.
ah shit I love tuesdays.
I'm in Oregon at the moment. and man is it.......Oregonie.
Its cold. I'm afraid it will snow up here while I'm here and my car will freeze.
Mt. Shasta is really fucking menacing looking.
driving throu Oregon...its like 50-50. 1/2 is really fucking pretty. the other half is really fucking ugly. there is no moderate inbetween.
but i spent most of the day in the porn shop in Bend. just organizing the shit outta those people cause they are really backwardsass.
I really miss Becca.
I really miss home.
today I got back from to the hotel room after a 10 hour day and like.....there's no one here to talk to. this is very lame.
so Jess and I got into it the other day over Becca's firing.
its really shitty cause I really like Jess and care about her but I just think she's making some shitty decisions lately. there's problems with that. such as, who the fuck am I to judge?
but as I see it, if I can't be judgemental about my friends, what's the point in having them?
hehe. besides, if i didn't care I wouldn't say anything. and that's even worse. Having friends that don't contradict you. Isn't that a big part of it, getting into arguments and still being able to stay friends? I would be pissed off if all my friends told me to "go for it"
cause i like my friends for the whole person they are...but i can recognize when they have defective parts and i hope they do the same for me and help me out with the defects like I do them.....
like i love my friend with one leg, but i wouldn't trust him in soccer game.
damn i miss becca.
Oregon Sucks.
I'm in Oregon at the moment. and man is it.......Oregonie.
Its cold. I'm afraid it will snow up here while I'm here and my car will freeze.
Mt. Shasta is really fucking menacing looking.
driving throu Oregon...its like 50-50. 1/2 is really fucking pretty. the other half is really fucking ugly. there is no moderate inbetween.
but i spent most of the day in the porn shop in Bend. just organizing the shit outta those people cause they are really backwardsass.
I really miss Becca.
I really miss home.
today I got back from to the hotel room after a 10 hour day and like.....there's no one here to talk to. this is very lame.
so Jess and I got into it the other day over Becca's firing.
its really shitty cause I really like Jess and care about her but I just think she's making some shitty decisions lately. there's problems with that. such as, who the fuck am I to judge?
but as I see it, if I can't be judgemental about my friends, what's the point in having them?
hehe. besides, if i didn't care I wouldn't say anything. and that's even worse. Having friends that don't contradict you. Isn't that a big part of it, getting into arguments and still being able to stay friends? I would be pissed off if all my friends told me to "go for it"
cause i like my friends for the whole person they are...but i can recognize when they have defective parts and i hope they do the same for me and help me out with the defects like I do them.....
like i love my friend with one leg, but i wouldn't trust him in soccer game.
damn i miss becca.
Oregon Sucks.