Love
So, after a lot of thinking i got to the conclusion that love is nothing. Love is just a state of mind in which we put ourselves in regarding our desires. We make ourselves love someone. We just don't fall in love. Sexual attraction is there, but it is what we think after feeling this attraction what makes us think we love someone. We think whatever we wanna think; nothing controls our thoughts. So why do we deciede to fall in love?... Because we like the comfort of the feeling produced by the hormones that cause sexual attraction running through our blood stream.
Love is what we make ourselves think. Love is an addiction to those segregated hormones in our blood stream. It's not something that just happens. We don't need it, still we make ourselves think we feel it, but the truth is that we don't. We do when we wanna be with someone and we think there's chances of sending time with them. Our thoughts after feeling that sexual attraction can be controlled, but we still deceide to "love" somebody just cuz we think that love exists.
The primary goal of our hormones is for the continuation of our species. After all, humans are just creatures of nature, just like animals are. The purpose of our hormones is to find a partner and mate so we can reproduce. They are not to feel addicted to somebody or to think that we need them. It is what society has portrayed through years that makes us think there's such thing as love. Literature shapes somethings that is not. Books and especially the bible create the image of two individuals falling for each other, so we, a product of this religion based society, commit ourselves to only one person.
In conclusion, love is something that we create in our minds. It;s not something that actually exists. We all like the comfortmity that "love" produces... but why?... because we have all been brainwashed to believe in it. Lust is leads us to a person. Our hormones create momentary attraction. However, emotional bonds are created because we want to create them. We think that a parnter is what is gonna satisfy us, but the truth that human are unsatifiable creatures.
Why try to reach happiness?... Thomas Jefferson wrote in the D.O.I. that all men are given the right to persue happiness. He did'nt say that all of them are given the right to be happy, cuz the truth is that there's no such thing as being happy. The purpose of our life is to try to reach happiness. So why reach it? if we reached it, we would sieze the purpose to keep living. The truth is that we don't wanna be happy after all. That's the point of life. To "try to be happy," not to be happy. Everything we do is to try to get there, but the truth is that we don't wanna be there.
All i know that the the happiest moment of my life is gonna be at the moment in which i'm dying without causin pain to anobody else. That's gonna be the closest i will ever get to happiness cuz the truth is that we all are impossible to satisfy and no matter what we do or think, death is the most satisfying thing here.
I can keep going on but i'm tired of typing. I'll keep going on on another day.