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last night after i was sexiled i went back out and later received a text from my roomate saying "come home!" and it made me so...happy? to here her telling me to come "home". It was sort of a revelation. A good one though. I feel loved.
The last couple weeks since fall break have been pretty interesting. i'm starting to hang out with a new group of people. Ok so this is what i've been thinking of. the first couple weeks of school everyone found their little groups and now are sticking with them. there's the indi, uncomformist, stoner but genius group, the all girls group because they live in the same dorm hall, a group of guys and three girls (me included I GUESS but not really), the party drink everynight etc. so i was thinking about how i'm not really Part of any group. Like i have a lot of good friends from each of the goups but am not really in a group of my own. I don't really mind this because 1, i hate being tied down as we all know and love being a social butterfly if you will. but i'm starting to think that maybe its good to have your own group. to have that group of friends taht all get along really well and who you're all really close to. I have always been in between groups as i said...i don't know. evertime i talk to my mom on the phone she ALWAYS asks "so have you found your "group" yet?" and i always tell her i'm friends with everbody and she always is like "well you HAVE to have a group" ....ok. So maybe its just the mother influence that's getting to me...but quite frankly i like being able to switch up the groups of ppl i hang out with so if i get sick of one group i can move on..haha. that's sounds bad but it's true.
so anyways it's the weekend after my 2:15 class! yyayayaya. and then on saturday is the halloween party! WOOOOT!! i'm so excited! i'm being peter pan. I went from being a care bear (funshine) (but slutty) to being a ninja turtle (rafael) to peter pan. wait. no. sexy peter pan. yesssss.
and then next thursday sam ward is staying with me! boo ya kasha.
The last couple weeks since fall break have been pretty interesting. i'm starting to hang out with a new group of people. Ok so this is what i've been thinking of. the first couple weeks of school everyone found their little groups and now are sticking with them. there's the indi, uncomformist, stoner but genius group, the all girls group because they live in the same dorm hall, a group of guys and three girls (me included I GUESS but not really), the party drink everynight etc. so i was thinking about how i'm not really Part of any group. Like i have a lot of good friends from each of the goups but am not really in a group of my own. I don't really mind this because 1, i hate being tied down as we all know and love being a social butterfly if you will. but i'm starting to think that maybe its good to have your own group. to have that group of friends taht all get along really well and who you're all really close to. I have always been in between groups as i said...i don't know. evertime i talk to my mom on the phone she ALWAYS asks "so have you found your "group" yet?" and i always tell her i'm friends with everbody and she always is like "well you HAVE to have a group" ....ok. So maybe its just the mother influence that's getting to me...but quite frankly i like being able to switch up the groups of ppl i hang out with so if i get sick of one group i can move on..haha. that's sounds bad but it's true.
so anyways it's the weekend after my 2:15 class! yyayayaya. and then on saturday is the halloween party! WOOOOT!! i'm so excited! i'm being peter pan. I went from being a care bear (funshine) (but slutty) to being a ninja turtle (rafael) to peter pan. wait. no. sexy peter pan. yesssss.
and then next thursday sam ward is staying with me! boo ya kasha.