monday
i wish it wouldn't ever come.
an update on things:
the last week was bearable. actually, the only time i had time to even think was friday night when i got home. it was the usual.
i'm almost positive i did poorly on my last chem test. besides that, the actual learning aspect of school seems to be dragging. it's too easy, and i get frustrated when i am forced to do work for a class that offers no gain of knowledge.
erica is now visiting march 4-13. i think her visit will be a breath of fresh air like none these lungs have received; i can't wait.
i still wish i could let go and take life for what it's worth. i've lost sense of how that feels. i've lost sense of how a lot of things feel.
that's all for now, i think.
phone calls are magic.
an update on things:
the last week was bearable. actually, the only time i had time to even think was friday night when i got home. it was the usual.
i'm almost positive i did poorly on my last chem test. besides that, the actual learning aspect of school seems to be dragging. it's too easy, and i get frustrated when i am forced to do work for a class that offers no gain of knowledge.
erica is now visiting march 4-13. i think her visit will be a breath of fresh air like none these lungs have received; i can't wait.
i still wish i could let go and take life for what it's worth. i've lost sense of how that feels. i've lost sense of how a lot of things feel.
that's all for now, i think.
phone calls are magic.