dont go do this now, because i'll know you're just doing it to do it..
but really. i don't know what was more depressing:
a) writing my last xanga post
or
b) in over 24 hours having only one comment on it
or
c) writing this livejournal post and worrying about this
or
d) me feeling the urge to have a d
or
e) all of the above (a, b, c, d)
i really don't expect ANYONE to know what i was writing about. that's kinda what i just did. i just.. wrote what i was feeling. yes there's tons of hidden meanings in there but it's also partly literal. *sigh* i will be ok. just not now. x)
watched american psycho tonight. what can i say; i relate. and i think it's cool. *shrug*
a) writing my last xanga post
or
b) in over 24 hours having only one comment on it
or
c) writing this livejournal post and worrying about this
or
d) me feeling the urge to have a d
or
e) all of the above (a, b, c, d)
i really don't expect ANYONE to know what i was writing about. that's kinda what i just did. i just.. wrote what i was feeling. yes there's tons of hidden meanings in there but it's also partly literal. *sigh* i will be ok. just not now. x)
watched american psycho tonight. what can i say; i relate. and i think it's cool. *shrug*