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Overall, the last few weeks have been interesting, dare I say it exciting. I've pretty much been on a rollercoaster of emotion, but for good reason. It was wierd to be talking to my mom last weekend and have her say "wow you sound really happy". I never talk to her about how I'm feeling, or many people for that matter. So it's wierd for her to notic that I was happy, because I didn't feel any diffrent than when I usually talk to her. On the subject of talking to people about my feelings, I had a rather odd experience. I opened up to someone I really haven't known for a long time, which is wierd. When it happens though it makes be happy, because that shows I can trust them, and have someone to talk to about things with. So, it's nice to have someone close by to talk with. She made me feel so much better. I was having a bad Monday, and that rolled into Tuesday.
Yesterday I was pretty much an emotional wreck. I had to wake up early, and exhausted as usual. My 4 hour lab was extremely stressful. Then sat through Jimi Hendrix class, which isn't nearly exciting as I thought it would be. I mean it's cool, Jimi Hendrix duh! But for some reason it's diffrent than any other rock class I've taken. Then came home and took a nap. Then I honestly don't even know what I did the rest of the day. Oh, I was sad, and stressed as it can be with dealing with possible relationships. Then I made lunch number 2. Then I didn't go see Pan's Labarynth cause a certain group of people never got back to me. Then I talked to Celeste on the phone for almost 40 minutes, and she pretty much turned my whole day around. She made me feel a lot better. Too bad I was so drained from everything that I was tired. Then I went out to dinner for Matt's 21st birthday. It was amazing. We were like the only people in Cheeseburger in Paradise cause we came in as they were about to close early. Felt kinda bad about that. Then back to the apartment where I tried to fester up as much energy as I possibly could, while ppl played wii and guitar hero. Then I felt really bad for not being able to go out to the bar's with Matt. If I wasn't exhausted and possibly sick I would totaly have been there. I'm really happy for some reason. Maybe since I slept for like 10 hours last night. I am so excited to see what happens...and to go to dinner with Celeste tonight.
Yesterday I was pretty much an emotional wreck. I had to wake up early, and exhausted as usual. My 4 hour lab was extremely stressful. Then sat through Jimi Hendrix class, which isn't nearly exciting as I thought it would be. I mean it's cool, Jimi Hendrix duh! But for some reason it's diffrent than any other rock class I've taken. Then came home and took a nap. Then I honestly don't even know what I did the rest of the day. Oh, I was sad, and stressed as it can be with dealing with possible relationships. Then I made lunch number 2. Then I didn't go see Pan's Labarynth cause a certain group of people never got back to me. Then I talked to Celeste on the phone for almost 40 minutes, and she pretty much turned my whole day around. She made me feel a lot better. Too bad I was so drained from everything that I was tired. Then I went out to dinner for Matt's 21st birthday. It was amazing. We were like the only people in Cheeseburger in Paradise cause we came in as they were about to close early. Felt kinda bad about that. Then back to the apartment where I tried to fester up as much energy as I possibly could, while ppl played wii and guitar hero. Then I felt really bad for not being able to go out to the bar's with Matt. If I wasn't exhausted and possibly sick I would totaly have been there. I'm really happy for some reason. Maybe since I slept for like 10 hours last night. I am so excited to see what happens...and to go to dinner with Celeste tonight.