Dec 28, 2006 01:31
Tomorrow, I'm going back to indiana. I'm pretty excited. I've been on the go the whole break hanging out with friends, and barely sleeping. Granted I've been having fun, I'd like to just relax and slow down. My bag is quite a bit fuller than when I came. I guess that's a good thing. Just hard to fit everything in there.
So as I go back, I think I need to adpot a new policy. I need to feel confident in myself to be independent. I don't need to have a boyfriend. I don't need to spend as much time looking for one. If it happens then it happens, but I don't need to go out of my way. That just makes it so much more stressful when nothing happens. So I know it's hard, but I'm gonna try so hard. I mean being single isn't horrible. I get to do what I want, and be myself. So yeah, fuck boys! Don't need 'em!
Starting January 1st I have new things I want to start doing. For one, I'm gonna start writting in the journal my daddy got me, after I passed out of course. Second of all, I'm going to start eating way more healthy like I used to. That includes trying to eliminate as much soda from my diet as I can. I'm also getting rollerblades. So, I'm gonna be blading around town as my work out. All that's kind of exciting. Also, I want to finish my painting project over break. It shouldn't be hard at all. Lots to do when I get back, but it will be quite relaxing.
I'm really looking forward to being back.