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This week has been very busy, just as it has been for like the last couple weeks. I'm finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I turned in my 5 pages for scriptwriting, and my 4 page paper for gender studies today. Tomorrow I have the psi test and a listening quiz in z101. Then all I have left is my letter of intent for psi on friday. Then free weekend. I really need some fun.
Lately, it's been hitting me hard. This feeling of lonliness. After awhile it just gets to me. It's hard for me to meet guys. Whenever I do meet new guys we just end up being friends. I don't want to be friends, i mean i like having friends, well you know what I mean. It's hard for me to just open up and lay it out there, I just get kind of shy around guys I don't know. I'm tired of being alone. Am I that grotesque looking that no one is interested? I just don't get it. All I'm asking for is a nice guy that I'm attracted to and that he is attracted to me. Is that too much to ask for?
The Wizard of Oz interrupted my T207 lecture Monday. That was pretty amusing.
I miss sponteneity.
I went for a walk around campus it didn't help!
At this point I don't even care, I just want a guy to cuddle with! Pretty much anyone. I just want someone to touch me so I know that I'm still alive! It's just fustrating me right now! Sorry for bitching!
Lately, it's been hitting me hard. This feeling of lonliness. After awhile it just gets to me. It's hard for me to meet guys. Whenever I do meet new guys we just end up being friends. I don't want to be friends, i mean i like having friends, well you know what I mean. It's hard for me to just open up and lay it out there, I just get kind of shy around guys I don't know. I'm tired of being alone. Am I that grotesque looking that no one is interested? I just don't get it. All I'm asking for is a nice guy that I'm attracted to and that he is attracted to me. Is that too much to ask for?
The Wizard of Oz interrupted my T207 lecture Monday. That was pretty amusing.
I miss sponteneity.
I went for a walk around campus it didn't help!
At this point I don't even care, I just want a guy to cuddle with! Pretty much anyone. I just want someone to touch me so I know that I'm still alive! It's just fustrating me right now! Sorry for bitching!