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i've forgotten everything that i used to be about, everything i used to love. i don't understand why i wasted so much time here at this house. a friendship is impossible and i don't know what i'm doing here.
maybe i'm scared to go out and do anything real. i know that i'm afraid of having this happen again... being involved in another train wreck.
i should have listened to everyone a long time ago. everyone that loves me says that i should run away as fast as i can but i'm still sitting here even though we've been broken up for almost a week now. i'm clinging on to him because i'm afraid of going out and finding something new. for all i know the next person i get involved with could be a serial killer. knowing my luck, it'll probably happen.
maybe i'm scared to go out and do anything real. i know that i'm afraid of having this happen again... being involved in another train wreck.
i should have listened to everyone a long time ago. everyone that loves me says that i should run away as fast as i can but i'm still sitting here even though we've been broken up for almost a week now. i'm clinging on to him because i'm afraid of going out and finding something new. for all i know the next person i get involved with could be a serial killer. knowing my luck, it'll probably happen.