Less than 48 hours left at IU

May 06, 2004 02:20

I'm up late...thinking. Major turn of events over the last 24 hours. I just really don't know what I need in my life right now. Summers coming and I don't want a long distance relationship, I know that for sure. I can't do that over the summer, not this one at least. There was something special about Sean, that just made me want to try a long distance relationship. Almost fooled me into thinking we could make a whole year, lol. Life's so funny...you think you're life couldn't get any better; you have things made...then bang, something happens to tear everything down. After that you think nothing will take the pain away that you're feeling, then magically one day, things are so much better. You start to move on, you're feeling good about yourself, and then once again, bang, things turn again. Well that's how i feel right about now. I won't go into details until I figure things out, which won't be until summer. Heck I may never figure them out.

I have one more final tomorrow at 5pm, then I'm finished! We are all going out to eat tomorrow night, then I'll be going to say bye to a certain someone, before I go out partying with my friends. Gonna be a very long night and my family will be here to take me home at 11am Friday morning. It will be nice to be home and be with the old gang, but I'm going to miss my friends here a lot. I'm almost positive I'll be staying at IU next summer, with my apartment. Amanda and I don't want to waste money, so if you Eville people want to see me, you'll have to make a 2.5 hour trip to see me, lol. Atleast I'll have someplace for you to stay. Hmm someone is screaming somewhere in the building right now. Sounds like a girl and she's pissed! Whoops, wonder what HE did to her, haha. Anyway, I need some sleep....I'll write more after I'm home, or when I feel the need to write more :)

~K8
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