Seriously, I love IU even though my activity for the last 2 years has been scant. I'd blame it to work, but really that's not it.
I treated IU as how I treated my parents. I love them dearly, but I don't really give them back the affection that they gave me. -Always being sent to the back seat of my priorities because I feel as if they're an immortal entity in my life. But everything will end after all.
IU taught me a lot of things. IU made me feel loved, and I gave some love to IU -more so on some individuals than others, and those individuals knows about it.
IU made me open up my heart that I kept guarded in reality (even now, after two girlfriends that never managed to truly open it up). In IU, my heart was always open, and it was such a marvelous feeling that I had never felt. That connection to each other. Slinging witty comments back and forth, midnight rumble in Y!M, and lately FB. All those years...
It was lovely, the time I stayed in IU. The RPs, the brief Fanfiction events I joined. I love and enjoyed each moment of it. I love, love, love IU that it's hard like this.
I remember the times I call Miles, Meeless to rile her up. And how I stalk her Friendster. -and only managing to find anime faces. LOL. Back then Miles very much camera shy, and madz ninja skills to evade cameras. So in our daily YM/MSN chat, she instead sent me a photo which I quickly saved to my phone. Yes, I admit I had a crush on Miles. During my OJT in Manila, I met with her twice in two days and we had a slight... well, meetup for a... few hours. (Dare I say, date?); I was floored. Miles back then was a flower that have yet to bloom (in 2008), and I knew that she would be gorgeous girl later. -in 2012 when we met again. It seems I was correct.
I will say it here. I planned my life in accordance to Miles. When she said she might be moving in Australia sometime in 201x, I really really tried to make it there. For two years, I persevered enough. Right now, I'm working my ass off to gain experience necessary for abroad. But Miles and I already grew apart.
Yes, I loved Miles, and I would've like to marry her. But too much time have been spent away, and we... we barely know each other anymore. Treating her like before is unfair. And I really really sound creepy now, so probably when she reads this we won't ever grow closer again.
I think, we were the first OTP in IU. (But Dani and Pat are the successful ones) -and with the end of IU, I needed to settle my affairs as well.
The mystery has been solved, so dwell not on it? :))
Chibivy? She's a very good friend that I constantly call along with Ayyah until last year when I got very busy. We were both witty, flirting games all around. But it's just as that. We were both experienced enough to know the lines and know our business. -We console each other when depression suddenly attacks us out of the blue. One text away kind of relationship. Initially, our common friend was Ayyah, but we have made a friend out of each other. AAAAANNNNDDD, we still plan on meeting each other and take a photo of our height difference. Heh. Little, dude. I love you too.
Ayyah? That random bundle of joy? There's so much to tell. Ayyah grew on me, I asked her HAND for marriage in... I think, 2009? She was so good in drawing, and she was my sensei in digital drawings, editor in fanfictions, adviser... almost everything IU related, she was there. We were each other's shrink when things were dire. Dude, I love your laugh. Laugh well. Got more to say, but... heh, I'll contact you~~~?
I'm out of time. I couldn't make it. I couldn't convey all that IU had done to me. I couldn't thank all of the people. I couldn't say how I love them, how I had cherished them. How I don't know how to repay all of this...
So many people more. But I have to work, so good bye. Farewell. Life goes on. Hit me up for reminiscing and reunion. I might not have come to the last IU Meetup, but hell am I going to miss the reunion too.
Thank you IU for everything, and for all of the people in it. Thank you, you made my stay quite enjoyable. Karu, Lucilla, Krislles, Apryl, Nadine... and the rest...
I treated IU as how I treated my parents. I love them dearly, but I don't really give them back the affection that they gave me. -Always being sent to the back seat of my priorities because I feel as if they're an immortal entity in my life. But everything will end after all.
IU taught me a lot of things. IU made me feel loved, and I gave some love to IU -more so on some individuals than others, and those individuals knows about it.
IU made me open up my heart that I kept guarded in reality (even now, after two girlfriends that never managed to truly open it up). In IU, my heart was always open, and it was such a marvelous feeling that I had never felt. That connection to each other. Slinging witty comments back and forth, midnight rumble in Y!M, and lately FB. All those years...
It was lovely, the time I stayed in IU. The RPs, the brief Fanfiction events I joined. I love and enjoyed each moment of it. I love, love, love IU that it's hard like this.
I remember the times I call Miles, Meeless to rile her up. And how I stalk her Friendster. -and only managing to find anime faces. LOL. Back then Miles very much camera shy, and madz ninja skills to evade cameras. So in our daily YM/MSN chat, she instead sent me a photo which I quickly saved to my phone. Yes, I admit I had a crush on Miles. During my OJT in Manila, I met with her twice in two days and we had a slight... well, meetup for a... few hours. (Dare I say, date?); I was floored. Miles back then was a flower that have yet to bloom (in 2008), and I knew that she would be gorgeous girl later. -in 2012 when we met again. It seems I was correct.
I will say it here. I planned my life in accordance to Miles. When she said she might be moving in Australia sometime in 201x, I really really tried to make it there. For two years, I persevered enough. Right now, I'm working my ass off to gain experience necessary for abroad. But Miles and I already grew apart.
Yes, I loved Miles, and I would've like to marry her. But too much time have been spent away, and we... we barely know each other anymore. Treating her like before is unfair. And I really really sound creepy now, so probably when she reads this we won't ever grow closer again.
I think, we were the first OTP in IU. (But Dani and Pat are the successful ones) -and with the end of IU, I needed to settle my affairs as well.
The mystery has been solved, so dwell not on it? :))
Chibivy? She's a very good friend that I constantly call along with Ayyah until last year when I got very busy. We were both witty, flirting games all around. But it's just as that. We were both experienced enough to know the lines and know our business. -We console each other when depression suddenly attacks us out of the blue. One text away kind of relationship. Initially, our common friend was Ayyah, but we have made a friend out of each other. AAAAANNNNDDD, we still plan on meeting each other and take a photo of our height difference. Heh. Little, dude. I love you too.
Ayyah? That random bundle of joy? There's so much to tell. Ayyah grew on me, I asked her HAND for marriage in... I think, 2009? She was so good in drawing, and she was my sensei in digital drawings, editor in fanfictions, adviser... almost everything IU related, she was there. We were each other's shrink when things were dire. Dude, I love your laugh. Laugh well. Got more to say, but... heh, I'll contact you~~~?
I'm out of time. I couldn't make it. I couldn't convey all that IU had done to me. I couldn't thank all of the people. I couldn't say how I love them, how I had cherished them. How I don't know how to repay all of this...
So many people more. But I have to work, so good bye. Farewell. Life goes on. Hit me up for reminiscing and reunion. I might not have come to the last IU Meetup, but hell am I going to miss the reunion too.
Thank you IU for everything, and for all of the people in it. Thank you, you made my stay quite enjoyable. Karu, Lucilla, Krislles, Apryl, Nadine... and the rest...
It was fine dining with you gentlemen...
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