Aug 03, 2004 13:34
So, I'm doing the same, I'm going to try my harest to be completely honest with myself and all of you...
I hate the way I assume things so quickly.
I like the way that I don't put my self-worth in needing a boyfriend.
I don't like the way I've almost completely turned my back on my faith.
I hate it when I lie.
I am not a virgin...but not by choice, it was stolen from me.
I brag too much.
I make mistakes.
It may seem like everything is "ok" between us, but many times it isn't.
I am far from comfortable with my looks.
I am so lucky to have such a great friends...I need more than all of my fingers and toes put together to count how many of my friends I turely trust.
I'm really nervous and scared about my new job.
Not a day goes by that I am not haunted by what was done to me when I was 9 years old.
My grandmother is the most important person in my life.
I'm not as stong as I appear to be.
I often take my talents for granted.
I let a perfect guy slip through my finger tips.
I am jealous of so many people.
I have emotionally hurt people intentionally.
I hate the way I bottle my issues up for so long that something finally tips the bottle and one person receives all of the blame.
I hate that I find it so hard to cry in front of my parents.
I really do love theatre.
I have VERY low self-esteem.
I don't know what I want to do after college.
I sometimes let go of things too soon.
I don't always want to be the leader.
Clue was not an enjoyable experience for me.
This is the hardst for me to admit: As often as I say I don't want/need to have a "boyfriend" or get married and have children, it's a lie.
Here's my questions for you...please reply.
1) Are we friends? And, why/why not?
2) What do you like most about me? And, what do you dislike most about me?
3) If you could change anything about me, what would it be?
4) Do you want to keep in touch with me after we've parted?