umm...say what now?
i haven't updated in a really long time.
since becky's house actually.
my mom just left for the keys today at 4:15am
so that leaves me with my Aunt Jill and Uncle Pete for a week.
i keep fighting with Matt (the ex) for some reason.
it's really starting to bother me.
and it's funny cuz it's just me being a bitch.
things have been okay with everything.
i guess. wednesday is my first orchestra concert.
1st chair 2nd violin.
im proud of myself.
i have a crap load of homework each night
which gets done in 1st block the day it's due.
junior year is tough.
i miss everyone down in bethlehem...
speaking of which, i was reading cait's journal the other day
and she said that her and lexa made up new nicknames
cause i was no longer present to call them that...
it made me really sad.
like...tears in my eyes sad.
i wanna go back to the old times...
but im not sure if it would be for the best.
some kid called me last night at 3:01 am
and asked me if they woke up me
im thinking to myself "it's fucking three in the morning. of course you woke me up ass-tart"
i hung up on them.
i think he said his name was carlos from bc.
but that's a lie.
i dn't know a carlos...well i do. but i don't talk to him
and how in the hell would he get my cell phone number???
so im in chem the other day doing a lab with a bunsen burner and my dear friend francesca. she's complaining about how much of a cold she has and then she announces: "OKAY KIDS!! WE'RE GOING TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE LSD!! NOW ALL I NEED IS SOME COLD MEDICINE AND SOME OTHER THINGS I CAN'T SAY IN FRONT OF MS. NEWKIRK!!" i just kinda stared at her and then burnt my finger in the b.burner fire...and then tipped over the little bowl (insert scientific name here) with the anhydrated crystal...so we had to start over. and that was my smart time for the next few days..
since becky's house actually.
my mom just left for the keys today at 4:15am
so that leaves me with my Aunt Jill and Uncle Pete for a week.
i keep fighting with Matt (the ex) for some reason.
it's really starting to bother me.
and it's funny cuz it's just me being a bitch.
things have been okay with everything.
i guess. wednesday is my first orchestra concert.
1st chair 2nd violin.
im proud of myself.
i have a crap load of homework each night
which gets done in 1st block the day it's due.
junior year is tough.
i miss everyone down in bethlehem...
speaking of which, i was reading cait's journal the other day
and she said that her and lexa made up new nicknames
cause i was no longer present to call them that...
it made me really sad.
like...tears in my eyes sad.
i wanna go back to the old times...
but im not sure if it would be for the best.
some kid called me last night at 3:01 am
and asked me if they woke up me
im thinking to myself "it's fucking three in the morning. of course you woke me up ass-tart"
i hung up on them.
i think he said his name was carlos from bc.
but that's a lie.
i dn't know a carlos...well i do. but i don't talk to him
and how in the hell would he get my cell phone number???
so im in chem the other day doing a lab with a bunsen burner and my dear friend francesca. she's complaining about how much of a cold she has and then she announces: "OKAY KIDS!! WE'RE GOING TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE LSD!! NOW ALL I NEED IS SOME COLD MEDICINE AND SOME OTHER THINGS I CAN'T SAY IN FRONT OF MS. NEWKIRK!!" i just kinda stared at her and then burnt my finger in the b.burner fire...and then tipped over the little bowl (insert scientific name here) with the anhydrated crystal...so we had to start over. and that was my smart time for the next few days..