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ME WRITING TO NO ONE BUT THE VOICES IN MY HEAD. ITS TRUE WHEN THEY SAY THAT THE LIFE I LEAD IS JUST A CURSE. SCARED TO NOT FEEL JEALOUS FOR NOT BEING THERE. DOING ALL THAT HAS BEEN DONE BEFORE. IT'S ALL BEEN DONE BEFORE WOO WOO WOO WOOO. HATING/LOVING FRIENDS. SELFISH PEOPLE WHO DON'T SEE THE LIGHT. THINKING THINGS ARE FABULOUS. NOT. READING THE WENTZ JOURNALS BECAUSE HE CAN OBVIOUSLY WRITE IT BETTER THAN I EVER FELT IT. NOT THINKING ABOUT DATES BECAUSE I KNOW THE OUTCOME. STACKS OF PHOTOGRAPHS IN FRONT OF ME, LITERALLY. NO JOKE. ME & MAGS THUMBS UP PIC CIRCA 03. NIGHT BEFORE CARNEGIE. AND I FORGOT TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU & LIFES TOO LONG I'M COLD HERE WITHOUT YOU. I GRIEVE FOR MY CONDITION FOR I CANNOT FIND THE WORDS TO SAY I NEED YOU SO. DOESN'T RING MUCH TRUTH ANYMORE. ME & SCOOP. A TRUE FRIEND WHO I NEVER CALL ANYMORE. HATES THAT ABOUT ME. ERIN CIRCA 02 AFTER OTOWN ON GMA. SO HAPPY. SUMMER WAS SO GREAT. THE ORIGNIAL VIPS. SO YOUNG. SO YOUNG. SO FAMOUS. TRUE REDONKULOUSNESS @ IT'S BEST. WHERE IS THAT GIRL I ONCE KNEW, SO FULL OF LIFE, LOVING EVERYONE. ME IN A PAST LIFE. ME & THE INFAMOUS B. MOON. OLD GARAGE. ME WITH FAKE NAILS. TAN & BLONDE. TIFFANY BLUE SHIRT. TRULY LOVING LIFE. WHERE OH WHERE HAVE I GONE. ZACH & I. CIRCA SPRING BREAK 04. TELLING ME HE DOESN'T WANT ME TO TO COME TO HIS SHOW. I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO HIM. FOR REAL. NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU COVER BY PRINCE, BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT'S TRUE. IF ONLY I COULD PUT THE PAST BEHIND. GET OUT OF THIS RUT. SLEEP TO DREAM.