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So much in your life changes, even when it isn't planned. Sean was just up here this weekend and it was great. We were having our problems but we just had a weekend to ourselves and it was great. It was just what we needed. But now I had to say goodbye and it's so hard because I miss his being up here.
It's crazy because when he left he said, "bye apartment". Which made me really really sad bc I probably wont see him again before I leave Lock Haven for good. And its just insane because this is where we started out. We were both here for the summer program after senior year, we had classes first adn second semester of freshman year and this place is where everything began. It's just so weird to think we started here and soon we'll both be somewhere completely different. Things just change so much but we're so lucky, and so fortunate to still have eachother through all this. No one would have thought that we would make it through a long distance relationship for a whole year, and be apart so much after being together every second of everyday when he was still here. The first semester, the first few weeks was so hard because everything reminded me of him. Then I was alright until spring time. When everything was warm and it made me think of our car rides and our frisbee playing it just made me miss him alot and realize how much has changed. And as sad as that is, and as sad as it is that I am acutally leaving here in less than 3 weeks, with only two more weekends, two more weeks of classes and finals... it's just amazing where life can take you. But I'm still so lucky to have met these people and have them be apart of my life.
It WILL get more emo than this, I promise. I still have three weeks! Wait until Finals week, you'll want to murder me ..
I love him and I miss him. And I will miss Lock Haven but I'm so excited to go back home. I truley, truley do .. miss wawa.
Can you believe that it's almost been a year and two months? We're crazy.
It's crazy because when he left he said, "bye apartment". Which made me really really sad bc I probably wont see him again before I leave Lock Haven for good. And its just insane because this is where we started out. We were both here for the summer program after senior year, we had classes first adn second semester of freshman year and this place is where everything began. It's just so weird to think we started here and soon we'll both be somewhere completely different. Things just change so much but we're so lucky, and so fortunate to still have eachother through all this. No one would have thought that we would make it through a long distance relationship for a whole year, and be apart so much after being together every second of everyday when he was still here. The first semester, the first few weeks was so hard because everything reminded me of him. Then I was alright until spring time. When everything was warm and it made me think of our car rides and our frisbee playing it just made me miss him alot and realize how much has changed. And as sad as that is, and as sad as it is that I am acutally leaving here in less than 3 weeks, with only two more weekends, two more weeks of classes and finals... it's just amazing where life can take you. But I'm still so lucky to have met these people and have them be apart of my life.
It WILL get more emo than this, I promise. I still have three weeks! Wait until Finals week, you'll want to murder me ..
I love him and I miss him. And I will miss Lock Haven but I'm so excited to go back home. I truley, truley do .. miss wawa.
Can you believe that it's almost been a year and two months? We're crazy.