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My Guinea Pig, Shnooper died today. I believe from a pnemonia. Im depressed and falling deeper into this black whole of mine. Falling hard and falling fast. Life was suppose to be beautiful here, which it is to a certain extent. But the sad thing is...he was all of what I had left to keep me stable and warm with the feeling of comfort and home. It is now gone, he is gone, a part of me is done. Dead. Now I have to go bury him, I cant handle this. It had yet to his me. Why this struggle. This cosistant struggle. I miss home and I miss reality for the better, not the worse. Rest in PEACE my shooper da boi...mah good boi you are...forever and always.<3