Aug 11, 2005 21:49
.::So here it is...the last time I am the Karalyn that I have known for so long, this whole 19 yrs of a life...here...in Lincoln Park, New Jersey; such a small hidden town, bland of life, even more arid with me in it; I do not belong here.
I belong on the West Coast.
No more of this breath stricken, neurotic driven, frenzied flipping, life I live in. But it has been growth, it has been my life, my only known sanctuary, my happiness and sadness, my heartache and pain, the giggles and laughter, the cause of my heart to beat faster, whether it be the hidden hindrances to the marvelous moving encounters, that have molded me into the person that you see and the Woman that I shall come to be.
<3 This summer has been absolutely amazing. Hard, rough, happy, hillarious, daring, bold, breaking and cold, up-lifting, high, content and cranky, SPONTANEOUS, special, moving n mental. Gratifying, loyal, genuine, fake, funny as fuk and enormously cunning. Careless, crafty, and ohhh so Sassy, sexi and seductive, soothing and satisfying. Lustious, LAZY, SOOO FUCKING LOVING and SOO FUCKING CRAZY.
I THANKS my BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS from the ___BOTTOM___ Of my WHOLE <3 for granting me the oppertunity to know you and grow with you and share a part of each of our lives with each other to bloom and blossom & of course Bug the fuk out, I will miss you ALL its disgusting, and if your still questioning why Im leaving...its because I have to.
.::This is my ultimate D R E A M, and I'm just about to live it::. =P
P.S. ALL YOU FUCKERS BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH<333
-Love you all to the ***SUN AND BACK***<3333
.::Always Karalyn Mary::.