Myself.....continued
Well...I think I've taken care of what I had to...somewhat. And might I say, I am very proud of myself...for standing up for myself (somewhat)
It's still in the air though. BUT I kept the promise to myself and have started the "taking care" of it.
Ya, I know, You have no clue what I am talking about. But, I shall leave it at that until I am ready to share. If thats okay? lol
I'm slowly taking steps to standing up for myself in situations that I don't normally because I'm afraid of confrontation. I've grown to realize that I must do so in order to stay "sane".
It's just my personality to keep everything inside. And when I say "everything" I mean "everything".
I can't do that anymore though. It's making me crazy. and I know its not healthy. That is a "must change" in myself.
*things I continue to repeat to myself*
I will no longer let people walk all over me.
I will no longer allow myself to get hurt.
I will think about myself more.
I will put "me" first.
And thats the end. lol
It's still in the air though. BUT I kept the promise to myself and have started the "taking care" of it.
Ya, I know, You have no clue what I am talking about. But, I shall leave it at that until I am ready to share. If thats okay? lol
I'm slowly taking steps to standing up for myself in situations that I don't normally because I'm afraid of confrontation. I've grown to realize that I must do so in order to stay "sane".
It's just my personality to keep everything inside. And when I say "everything" I mean "everything".
I can't do that anymore though. It's making me crazy. and I know its not healthy. That is a "must change" in myself.
*things I continue to repeat to myself*
I will no longer let people walk all over me.
I will no longer allow myself to get hurt.
I will think about myself more.
I will put "me" first.
And thats the end. lol