Aug 10, 2005 21:44
Last week was officially my last time ever at CHS band camp at Furman University.... *tear*. I never thought the day would come where I'd be sad to leave that place knowing I'd never go back for the same reason. This time last year I was like "get me the hell away from this place I never ever wanna be here ever again!" But Friday night practice after Haley dismissed us I just stood on the field and watched everyone leave. Haley was havin her own lil mini breakdown and I walked over to her and just tried to make her laugh and stop crying. I wanted to breakdown with her so bad but I knew if I did we'd flood the whole field and that wouldn't be good cause we were uphill from our dorms. After everyone left I stayed with Haley and helped her pick up stuff then Mitchell, Haley, and I walked back to the dorms. It was so peaceful. Probably the ONLY time it has ever been peaceful at Furman while we were there. That whole week was different. There was way more drama than I ever remember. We got in trouble for "hazing" the freshmen... psssh whatever. Lots of drama within the guard about boys... sigh. I'm so over boy drama. Sadly, I got dragged into it too. It really got me Thursday. I was so stressed out from having all the rifle stuff thrown at me and I'd talked to my mom about things going on at home and the whole boy thing was just the last thing I could handle that night. I tried to go to bed, but all I wanted to do was cry and I feel stupid crying infront of people. So I went outside but there were a million people out there so I ended up sitting on the steps away from everyone. Haley came out like 2 seconds later and we had a nice lil convo that I really needed. I forget how much I love my drum major lol. So she kinda helped... sorta. I guess he's just oblivious to everything... *shrug* oh well. Moving on, hopefully. But I still blame Nessa! jk honey, it's totally not your fault! Yah and now theres all this shit going on with Andy and Eric and -- ugh it really sucks. It's really scary bc they can bascially be livin a double life and we'd never find out. I understand why she's freakin out so much, and him not answering his phone is not helping! And then theres all this shit going on with my family. My dad's all pissed at me cause I forgot his birthday because we were at band camp. So thats not good. Then the day I get back from Furman I'm told that my grandparents are selling my car. So that really screws me over cause I have early release for internship, guard practice every day during the week, and school in general. So yah I'm in some big trouble if the gahetto blue truck sells before I can find another car. Being home this week has been fun too. I went to see Dukes of Hazzard last night with Kim, Kristen, and Martha. Then we went to Steak and Shake and just had a blast messin around. Geez they're fun to hang out with. Earlier that day I dragged Nessa to the mall and we had fun lookin at the bling and the MAJOR bling lol and finding the corona cowboy hat and the trojan trucker hat. And I so did not push Ben! He's just a whimp and won't admit that I'm right!! :) haha Tonight I went to dinner with Keri and Ashely which was just what I needed. It was nice to be able to talk to people who aren't caught up in all my drama. Plus I've missed them so freakin much!!! Yah and we had orientation today... damn that sucks. They totally screwed up my schedule so it's gonna be interesting to see what they're gonna come up with lol. Alright kiddies I'm out. Mike now has his band camp entry :p xoxox
wait.... i'm adding in some jokes just to make it more interesting
"I don't mind being dirty..."
"Oh wow you smell good. I'm gonna get high off Aly!!"
"Just take me home and rub me all day"
"You could always use the underwater train...."
"Religion and politics should be similar... crap"
"Th- ud.... *3 minute pause* OH THUD!!!"
"Get low and really extend your legs... feel the stretch"
the guard dance and lauren dance