dont read it. you'll be irritated with me

[itwouldbelife]

but im just going to say it to get it out of me.

I am incredibly unhappy. Usually i can see a light at the end of the tunnel- some knowing that it will get better.... Something went dark. I turned the lights off. I let everything get to me. What the hell is my problem? I pray to god that this is the lowest i'll get this time around. I think this is rock bottom. I'm having random panick attacks. I look in the mirror and I want to cry. Everything is in shades of grey. I dont even want to see people because i am so upset with myself. I dont love myself right now. I dont love myself at all.

Okay...
I'm done.
I need to get myself out of this slump.

Everything is going to be okay.

everything is going to be okay.