it's always better when we're together
This is very boring. don't read it unless you have trouble sleeping.
yes well, it's total boredom being home. i literally haven't been out of the house since wednesday, because there is nowhere to go, nothing to do that is free. plus it's cold and stuff. i assume, i don't actually know. today i'm venturing to pines to look for jobs (again). i really don't see the point anymore. these past few years i've been job hunting countless times, and only managed to score about six interviews. one of which i missed because i misheard the time. the only reason i actually managed to get a job was because i had inside connections. i can understand why i dont get the jobs from interviews. i'm not exactly well dressed, maybe i just dont seem right for the job, whatever. but i don't see why more people don't call me for an interview, since there is nothing wrong with my cv. maybe it's lack of experience. but how can i get more experience if no one will employ me? it's a vicios circle...
I tidied through my junk drawers in my bedroom on thursday. I have so much stuff that I've kept because they're supposeud to remind me of something... but what something? there's a cork, which i assume is from some party, but what party? who gave me a plectrum? why have i kept this train ticket from 2004? so i threw a bunch of stuff out, and moved my socks into one of the drawers. it doesn't really matter. i remember all the good times anyway, i just have a hard time remembering which object is from which good time.
i have taken to wearing my hair in pigtails, since it suits this hairstyle, and sometimes when i put my hair up i look a bit like a boy. with a stupid fringe.
i can't pay my student fees. i keep expecting to get a letter through the post saying that i'm out of uni. i kind of want to get one, that way i'll have some idea of what to do next. i guess i should call the finance office, but i probably wont, because i like to pretend there is no problem until it catches up to me. i think i need to take out a loan.
So, next social event on my calender is lexy and dans engagmenet. should be fun... i don't know what to wear though. i know she said casual, but it's hard to know how casual. i guess i'll wear jeans and.... oh, maybe i'll steal that top from my mum. but i doubt it'll fit me after all those super noodles. mmmm. i wish i could have some now. i'm on some weird diety thing. which basically involves not eatin too many snacks, and not eatin pot noodle for breakfast. yesterday i snacked on - a fudge ice cream, a mini sausage roll, and a couple of chocolates, and i had breakfast, dinner, supper. that is very, very good for me. also, i have been doing sit-ups. not very many, but never mind. i would go running if i had suitable trousers. but i only own jeans, and they're not really suitable.
David is coming down in 9 days. oh, it's my nans birthday today, i should phone her.
I'm going to have a shower now.
we're out of milk.
Oh look, there's a new 'location' bar.
yes well, it's total boredom being home. i literally haven't been out of the house since wednesday, because there is nowhere to go, nothing to do that is free. plus it's cold and stuff. i assume, i don't actually know. today i'm venturing to pines to look for jobs (again). i really don't see the point anymore. these past few years i've been job hunting countless times, and only managed to score about six interviews. one of which i missed because i misheard the time. the only reason i actually managed to get a job was because i had inside connections. i can understand why i dont get the jobs from interviews. i'm not exactly well dressed, maybe i just dont seem right for the job, whatever. but i don't see why more people don't call me for an interview, since there is nothing wrong with my cv. maybe it's lack of experience. but how can i get more experience if no one will employ me? it's a vicios circle...
I tidied through my junk drawers in my bedroom on thursday. I have so much stuff that I've kept because they're supposeud to remind me of something... but what something? there's a cork, which i assume is from some party, but what party? who gave me a plectrum? why have i kept this train ticket from 2004? so i threw a bunch of stuff out, and moved my socks into one of the drawers. it doesn't really matter. i remember all the good times anyway, i just have a hard time remembering which object is from which good time.
i have taken to wearing my hair in pigtails, since it suits this hairstyle, and sometimes when i put my hair up i look a bit like a boy. with a stupid fringe.
i can't pay my student fees. i keep expecting to get a letter through the post saying that i'm out of uni. i kind of want to get one, that way i'll have some idea of what to do next. i guess i should call the finance office, but i probably wont, because i like to pretend there is no problem until it catches up to me. i think i need to take out a loan.
So, next social event on my calender is lexy and dans engagmenet. should be fun... i don't know what to wear though. i know she said casual, but it's hard to know how casual. i guess i'll wear jeans and.... oh, maybe i'll steal that top from my mum. but i doubt it'll fit me after all those super noodles. mmmm. i wish i could have some now. i'm on some weird diety thing. which basically involves not eatin too many snacks, and not eatin pot noodle for breakfast. yesterday i snacked on - a fudge ice cream, a mini sausage roll, and a couple of chocolates, and i had breakfast, dinner, supper. that is very, very good for me. also, i have been doing sit-ups. not very many, but never mind. i would go running if i had suitable trousers. but i only own jeans, and they're not really suitable.
David is coming down in 9 days. oh, it's my nans birthday today, i should phone her.
I'm going to have a shower now.
we're out of milk.
Oh look, there's a new 'location' bar.