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this winter break sucks.
if i dont go out tomorrow night ( my first night out this whole fucking vacation )
im gona go insane,
i feel like im gona puke right now
i should have never let him find out the number.
im stupid, im pathetic, im a loser, and im a pussy.
im a jerk, and an asshole.
and im being a whiny complaining bitch ill just go. im talking to aj anyways.
tomorrows the last day of 2004.
=/ this year was ..well..
i wont ever forget it. =[ fortunatly, and unfortunatly.
i know after tomorrow i cant ever think about him again.
i should cry my last tears tonight.
and keep my head up to the beginning of 2005
...i was never good a goodbye..
if i dont go out tomorrow night ( my first night out this whole fucking vacation )
im gona go insane,
i feel like im gona puke right now
i should have never let him find out the number.
im stupid, im pathetic, im a loser, and im a pussy.
im a jerk, and an asshole.
and im being a whiny complaining bitch ill just go. im talking to aj anyways.
tomorrows the last day of 2004.
=/ this year was ..well..
i wont ever forget it. =[ fortunatly, and unfortunatly.
i know after tomorrow i cant ever think about him again.
i should cry my last tears tonight.
and keep my head up to the beginning of 2005
...i was never good a goodbye..