Aug 12, 2004 19:39
hey..whats up guys?....I just got back from eating and leaving my friend at his house back in the Vegas area. I cant really find anything to occupy myself around here and my legs feel like they're really f'd up. I dont know wut happened the other night with my legs but i think i may have torn something becuz it hurts to walk. Im sorry about yesterday's entry but there was a lot of shit on my mind. I guess im the kinda person that keeps to themselves usually...so im not good with expressing my emotions....my bad guys. But thats all behind me ill try not to think about that kinda stuff anymore....there's other stuff worse than that that really hurts. I shouldn't even think about it but its one of those things you cant fix and i will never be able to fix it. It hurts everytime i think about it which only brings one solution....dont think about it......but its soo hard. But yeah anywayz.....Im lonely and i miss my Ali. She'll be back tomorrow thank god. I love you.......