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aww man..so church was pretty good tonight except for the fact that you felt sick honey :( anyways.... as much as you can argue with me on this one, i can't help but always feel like i'm not good enough for you both in the physical and also spiritual. ehh...I have my reasons. I just wanted to say that i'm sorry....sorry for the way i acted in the morning and more than sorry for the way i acted once i got to your house. I feel terrible for making you wait outside for nothing baby....That really wasn't my intention, and you know how hard i've been trying to fix the "on time" thing and i'm sorry that i still haven't been able to do as well as you wished i would withb that. But when you're in love, you're more than willing to make a few changes here and there...if not all. I did an entry private earlier because i've been through so much mental shit that i needed to get it out and it's not stuff that your eyes need to be seeing. You are the most wonderful person in the world to me and i would never get annoyed with you...please don't think that sweetheart...you're everything to me...i would do anything for you...anything. I just love you so much...never forget that.