Dec 15, 2006 21:08
ah. finals are OVERRRRRRRR.
and so is my little fling with my AGR boy. no surprise there, really... i mean, i love him, he's a good guy, but we both knew we werent what the other needed, long-term.... and i'm okay with him being gone from the picture, i guess.
because now, i've managed to catch me a good'un.... and DAMN he is just downright handsome. and pretty DAMN cute, too.
but maybe i'm biased. i dunno.
PS -- i hate biology. i got my first EVER D. yikes.
but the good news is that the AAAAAAAAAAA i got in sheep science will make up for it. i heart dr. ely. seriously. that man is my hero.
but, back to boys. well, boy. just one.
altho, john isn't actually leaving, as i thought he would be after classes ended.... i dont know what to think about him. he tells me he loves me, out of virtually nowhere.... and yet, i know i'm not everything he's ever dreamed of.
We were living for the minute,
LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT
Fearless, wild, and free!
Nothing could stop us
but one day time caught up with us
And woke us up in the middle of our dream,
BUT NOT BEFORE HE LOVED ME....
but then again, he's so damn picky that i dont think he'll ever be able to find himself someone he thinks is perfect. so maybe i actually have a shot after all lol....
but seth, well, he's incredible. that smile... ah. (PS what is it with guys' dimples? i am a SUCKER.)
i am tired. night y'all...