ahhh

[iturntoyou]

wow its funny how quick things change. someone goes from one of your best friends---to being "to good" for you. i guess i should have known it was coming.i was just wishing it wouldn't. high school changes people so much, and it sucks. if you know me, then you probably know who this is about, and i don't care if you tell them.--- i know that we arent really friends anymore,and that bites. we were close.and no matter what you try to tell people you know it too. we were BEST friends we did everything together,and now its like i'm not even here. you can't even be decently nice around me. your always omaking fun of me. but whatever. we are obviously completely different people. maybe we always have been,but we were younger so it didnt matter. i have put up with a lot of your shit towards me, maybe i thought if i continued to be nice to you, and hang around you that things would change, that they would go back to what they were. well i dont think i can do that anymore. maybe its time to move on. give up on this,and us being friends. but i dont want to. i still think that there is something there, and that we could still be friends. m a y b e. what happened? was it something i did. or do you just not like my personality any more. thats what it seems like. it used to be that you were right there by my side, being foolish or whatever with me, now its like you are there only standing next to your new best friend, thinking that your to cool for me. we used to say that we would grow up together, maybe things will change when i come to high school next year...but who knos. probably not. i dont know. i try so hard to not let this get to me...but you ment a lot to me, so its hard. you were always there when i needed you,and now i feel like if i needed to talk to someone i couldnt talk to you because you wouldn't care.you were always the one that i felt i could tell everything. i told you a lot of stuff that i now just dont tell anyone...or only tell certain people. maybe you sometimes think about this too,(i doubt it) maybe not.i just DON'T know anymore.

yea. i think i've had enough.