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the last couple of days have been completely all over the place. it started off with watching "In Her Shoes" which i thought was going to be a throw-away girl movie about stealing each other's shoes and boys. but no. i should have known that nothing with Toni Collette in it was going to be that easy to watch. turns out it's about sisters whose mum kills herself because she's not taking the medication she was supposed to and couldn't be a fit mother because of it. great, that's just what i wanted to know about just now. the whole reason i stopped taking mine was to see if i could cope with things in the future when we want to think about having kids. it lasted less than a month. now that i'm back on them i feel just as stressed and depressed as ever, if not worse. i have a test tonight and between bawling my eyes out and lying on the floor with my head in a bowl, i've hardly got any study done.
i can't go on like this but i really don't like their alternatives.
i can't go on like this but i really don't like their alternatives.