celebration?? OR SOMETHING
OKAY SO LIKE
THIS POST IS GOING TO SEEM KIND OF DUMB PROBABLY
BUT HEAR ME OUT BECAUSE SOME THINGS HAVE HAPPENED
1) Somehow I seem to have 1000 followers on Tumblr now?
2) as loud as lions has 300 comments on the final part. (I'm aware that about half of those are my own responses but STILL.)
3) This community has, like, a shitload of members.
4) It turns out state of flux is the 150th fic I've written ever. (Excluding a few things I only posted in the comments of kink memes.) A HUNDRED AND FIFTY FICS YOU GUYS!! That definitely calls for celebration of some kind?
And I have been getting so frustrated lately because I feel like I'm not SHOWING MY LOVE properly or something?? And so, partly due to lack of sleep but mostly due to EXCESS OF SQUEE, I decided to make you all a video of myself saying thank you??? It is ridiculous and probably about 80% of it is just me talking about the fact that it's ridiculous, but like - because of my social anxiety, this is pretty much the biggest gesture of love that I could give you guys.
I reeeeally hope none of this comes across as bragging in ANY way because it's so not meant to - I'm just completely overwhelmed by the response I've received in this fandom and this is really a post about how AWESOME YOU GUYS ALL ARE and how these past two months I have been in a much better place in my life than I used to be and just, ack. I appreciate all of it so much. ♥
(Also I am seriously terrified about showing this to however the hell many of you there are now, so if I freak out I might take this down after a week or something.)
Idk how I expect anybody to react to this, can we just have a dance party in the comments or something?? *clings to you all*
Edit: As of 12th June the video has been taken down because I was getting nervous, haha. Thanks so much for the lovely comments, guys. ♥
THIS POST IS GOING TO SEEM KIND OF DUMB PROBABLY
BUT HEAR ME OUT BECAUSE SOME THINGS HAVE HAPPENED
1) Somehow I seem to have 1000 followers on Tumblr now?
2) as loud as lions has 300 comments on the final part. (I'm aware that about half of those are my own responses but STILL.)
3) This community has, like, a shitload of members.
4) It turns out state of flux is the 150th fic I've written ever. (Excluding a few things I only posted in the comments of kink memes.) A HUNDRED AND FIFTY FICS YOU GUYS!! That definitely calls for celebration of some kind?
And I have been getting so frustrated lately because I feel like I'm not SHOWING MY LOVE properly or something?? And so, partly due to lack of sleep but mostly due to EXCESS OF SQUEE, I decided to make you all a video of myself saying thank you??? It is ridiculous and probably about 80% of it is just me talking about the fact that it's ridiculous, but like - because of my social anxiety, this is pretty much the biggest gesture of love that I could give you guys.
I reeeeally hope none of this comes across as bragging in ANY way because it's so not meant to - I'm just completely overwhelmed by the response I've received in this fandom and this is really a post about how AWESOME YOU GUYS ALL ARE and how these past two months I have been in a much better place in my life than I used to be and just, ack. I appreciate all of it so much. ♥
(Also I am seriously terrified about showing this to however the hell many of you there are now, so if I freak out I might take this down after a week or something.)
Idk how I expect anybody to react to this, can we just have a dance party in the comments or something?? *clings to you all*
Edit: As of 12th June the video has been taken down because I was getting nervous, haha. Thanks so much for the lovely comments, guys. ♥