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I'm pretty sure noah is embarrassed with my past. Its kind of obvious by the looks that come up on his face when I mention something as stupid as dex-tripping or showering with another girl.
my problem with this is that I'm not ashamed of my past. and none of these people will ever really understand me unless they have some sort of real background. it almost feels as though he wishes I didn't have any past at all.
I miss being able to be true and open with people.
I should really make my own friends here.
my problem with this is that I'm not ashamed of my past. and none of these people will ever really understand me unless they have some sort of real background. it almost feels as though he wishes I didn't have any past at all.
I miss being able to be true and open with people.
I should really make my own friends here.