Updates
I haven't updated in a long ass time so since last time me and phill had been friends i like him but i don't think it's going beyond being friends he's soooo imature and pisses me off alot.It's prolly cause i'm still so hung up on andy. I mean the dick is good very good but what is it about him that's got me like this. We're are friends again and we've hung out like 4 times in the past 2 weeks anh has had sex i think like 4 time too. I hate him soooo much for what he did but yet I love him to death. All my friends are all like why do u even talk to him and u know what i don't understand it but it's my life and i can do what i want. No I won't take him back if he asked not for some years atleast. He's says he still loves me and i wanna believe it but i donno. Turns out the tramp he messed around with is back with her old bf who beats the hell out of her. Last night I slept over his house and i cant believe he cried infront of me he kept saying "i'm mad at myself fr gaving away the woman I love" i kinda fel sorry for him but then i don't and didn't say nething cause he f*** himself.