Trying real hard not to work today ^_^
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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Do you live in the moment?: not really, I have been trying to more though
Do you have any secrets?: don't we all?
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: not really
What is the compliment you get most from people?: That I have nice hair and smile
Are you a loner?: not really I like having a companion
What is your no.1 priority in life? to be happy
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: of course, more ppl to knit with ^_^
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: (still thinking)
Are you passive or aggressive?: mostly passive unless you piss me off real bad
Have you got a journal?: 2
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: (still thinking) Weakness: self confidance
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my body, which I am doing slowly
How do you vent?: vent? knit or complain or BOTH at the same time!
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I have gotten better but not to where I want to be
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: sure! I am just trying to make it right now.
Do you think life has been good so far?: It has definately been a learning experance
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you have to love yourself
Are you confident? depending on the situation, yes
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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Hurt yourself?: Have but I don't want to anymore - though I have thought about it I think I am past actually doing it.
Been out of the country?: yes, Australia when I was 14 and I wanna go back!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: hmmm.... not that I can think of
Had a surgery?: just wisdom teeth
Ran away from home?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: not really, nothing that stuck with me psycologically
Been on stage?: yep, church choir, piano recitel
Gone one day without food?: I've done a juice fast if that counts
Been betrayed?: saddly yes
Met a famous person?: Nope, tried to meet Tori Amos once... but the meet & greet crowd defeted me
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes, hit a possum on the way home from a friends once :( i cried
Been in a mosh-pit?: once or twice, but did nto really mosh
Had a nervous break down?: I have a very close panic attack
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah... though I have not had it for a few years. It would alway happen around thanksgiving time and it was off.
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BELIEFS
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Believe in life on other planets?: there's a lot of wasted space if not
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: eh donno on this one
Magic?: fiery dust and potions, no, illusions, yes
God?: a higher power(s) yes, god no
Satan?: nope
Santa?: Not anymore, can't remember when I discovered the truth
Ghosts?: Definately
Luck?: no, really more like cosciencidences
Love at first sight?: nope
Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)?: Definately
Witches?: as in pagans, yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: depending on how strict of a definition you are giving "faithful" and "forever", yes
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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Nope, don't believe in either
Do you think God has a gender?: No
Do you believe in organized religion?: nope, I believe organized religion was developed to control people.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I believe in reincarnation, not just as humans but as any living creature based on how you live the life you have been given.
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AMIGOS
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Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: Mike (my husband) or Arida, flip a coin
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Mike, bar none
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: drawing a blank
Thing you're picked on most about?: big boobs
Who's your longest known friend?: Arida (since I was 6)
Shyest?: Holly and me prolly tie depending on the situation
Funniest?: Chris
Ditziest?: (still thinking) though I don't think I have one really
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Holly, Arida and Ali (I moved 500 miles away from home 6 months ago)
Last person you talked to online?: Holly
Who do you talk to most online?: Holly and Mike
Who are you on the phone with most?: parents
Who listens to your problems?: Holly, Arida, Ali and Mike, my partents woudl listen if I felt like telling them
Who do you fight most with?: Mike
Who's the most outgoing?: Arida
Who's your second family?: When I was younger it was Arida and her household now that I am older I guess Holly and her mom.
Do you always feel understood?: only by a select few
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Mike or dads
Do your friends know you?: my true friends know me very well
Friend that lives farthest away: All of um' up in Louisville KY
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LOVE, and all that
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Do you consider love a mistake?: no way, we all learn from love
What do you find romantic?: moonlit walks on the beach, candle lit dinners,
Turn-on?: sofe caresses, certain smells, being kissed just right
Turn-off?: over confidance, bad breath, un showered
First kiss?: 4th grade
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I pursued Mike - I do wish that ppl would stop labeling chicks that sleep around sluts when guys get labled as pimps
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: if they like short fat chicks... and there have been a few
What is best about the opposite sex?: sex, a sence of being safe
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: can be under emotional and distant
Are you in love?: absolutely