Dreams Are So Deceitful
...and which lesser Harry Potter character are you?
so the other night i had a dream that chris and i hooked up. last night, i had another dream where that happened. in the first one, i was drunk and it wasn't like sweet or anything. but last night i had a dream that he came to my birthday party, then left, then everyone else left and then he came back and picked me up in this REALLY cool old, red car. i thought we were just going to like hang out but we ended up driving to like san jose and went to some like death convention. it was SOOO weird i can barely explain it. all i can say is that i wasn't supposed to be there so i was even more worried about being killed so i was like holding onto this little girl so i wouldn't be killed.
i fucking hate that things aren't working out between us. i mean i still like eric but i never like had the guts enough to ask him to hang out this weekend- maybe tomorrow? i HATE being underage/the fact that he cares about that. i have to wait 8 months and 9 days. yes, i counted, i looked on my calendar and counted. how sad.
ps. my cast is victor, kyle and audrey. i'm so excited!