The search for my muse...
It's been such a loooooonng time since I've posted anything on this site... Honestly, I seem to have lost my muse, my inspiration to write anything. Instead, I feel a growing frustration in my writing at the lack of natural flow...
But, it seems to me that the only cure for this major case of writer's block is to continue to write, along with listen to a load of music to try to spark anything that may come out. So, instead of a story, I bring you a song that has been playing often lately in hopes that i may be able to write something to such wonderful lyrics. [Translations follow the lyrics]
Paano na Kaya by Bugoy Drilon
Paano nga ba napasukan ang gusot na ito?
'Di naman akalaing magbabago ang pagtingin sayo.
Mula nang makilala ka, umikot ang mundo ko.
'Di na kayang ilihim at itago ang nararamdamang ito.
Chorus:
Paano na kaya, 'di sinasadya,
'Di kayang magtapat ang puso ko.
Bakit sa dinami-rami nang kaibigan ko, ikaw pa?
Paano na kaya, 'di sinasadya,
Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko?
Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigan,
'Di masabi ang nararamdaman,
Paano na kaya?
Kung malaman ang damdamin at 'di mo tangapin,
'Di ko yata matitiis mawala ka kahit 'sang saglit man lang
Chorus
At Kung magkataong ito'y malaman mo,
Sana naman tangapin mo.... Oh...
Bakit sa dinami-rami ng kaibigan ko, ikaw pa?
Paano na kaya, 'di sinasadya
Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko?
Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigan,
At baka hindi maintindihan,
Paano na kaya...
Translation:
How did I manage to get into this mess?
I didn't expect that the way I see you would change.
Since the day I met you, my world spun around.
I can't handle keeping this secret and hiding this feeling.
Chorus:
How will it be, I didn't mean for it,
My heart can't confess it,
Why, of all of my many friends, does it have to be you?
How will it be, I didn't mean for it,
Why is my heart embarrased?
It's hard to fall in love with a friend,
I can't reveal how I feel,
How will it be...
If you find out how I feel and you don't accept it,
I don't think I could handle if you disappear, even for a second.
Chorus
And if the time comes when you find out,
I hope that you'll be able to accept my love...
Oh...
Why, of all my many friends, does it have to be you?
How will it be, I didn't mean for it,
Why is my heart embarrased?
It's hard to fall in love with a friend,
You might not understand how I feel,
How will it be...
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