I QUIT!
why can't i find someone new?
am i really that unappealing?
my date that i was going to have today isnt going to happy, he was to high to care.
im extreamly upset of the way ive acted towards a bunch of people that i conciderd close friends.
i hate the way ive treated all of you. and ive been thinking about why i am do that, and i have come to the sad concluson that i am jealous of all of you.
im jealous of the fact that you all know how to have fun no matter what. i am jealous of the fact that you all are well liked by many. i am jealous of the fact that you can let things go and make it seem like things arent a big deal. i am jealous of the fact that many of you could careless if we never talked again.
i want to fix thing with everyone. i know there is no such thing as starting over , but we all need to talk, and not the kind of talk where no one wants to hear what it other has to say, i mean really talk
i miss everyone.
bianca.bizzle.
am i really that unappealing?
my date that i was going to have today isnt going to happy, he was to high to care.
im extreamly upset of the way ive acted towards a bunch of people that i conciderd close friends.
i hate the way ive treated all of you. and ive been thinking about why i am do that, and i have come to the sad concluson that i am jealous of all of you.
im jealous of the fact that you all know how to have fun no matter what. i am jealous of the fact that you all are well liked by many. i am jealous of the fact that you can let things go and make it seem like things arent a big deal. i am jealous of the fact that many of you could careless if we never talked again.
i want to fix thing with everyone. i know there is no such thing as starting over , but we all need to talk, and not the kind of talk where no one wants to hear what it other has to say, i mean really talk
i miss everyone.
bianca.bizzle.