Jul 30, 2004 03:35
this feels so much better. like a pretty blank canvas to fill up all over again. it was just time to start over. too much ugliness in the past. i miss pretty things.
so to quickly update on what's been uppity with me... not really a whole lot. nothing exciting. still working for the same people. i have a new production coming up next week. a huge show in october, an old one will be revived in january, and after that, i might get a chance to try my hand at directing.
tod and i have moved back in together, but we're moving slowly. he's been pulling himself together so magnificently and i've gone through about three or four train wrecks.
speaking of, gay husband isn't doing so hot. there's a lot of stress with him, and if he didn't remind me so much of a young version of my dad in a lot of ways. not all the same problems, but many. it makes me wonder what p. went through in life to be with him. like... really. how many times have tod and i split? how many more times will we?
and my sister's totally off in her own world. i'm still trying to get over that.