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why is it that are always things out of reach that torment and torcher a person to death? i want to find out why people long for things that are out of reach...is it what keeps us going or is it what leads us to our demise...
i wish i could find this out soon. i don't even know why i try anymore. i wish the answer would just fall out of the sky and hit me in the head. and even if we think we reach this "dream" people are always wanting more and wishing they could do something better. would things be better if people never wanted anything and just lived a simple life...i think everyone would be better off if everyone just let everything go. but at the same time i think of great stuff that comes from people who try. maybe it is just that i havn't found what i have been reaching for so i am trying to convince myself that i am in the right, even tho i know i am not. i dunno maybe someday i can figure this fucking thing called life out...if not it doesn't really matter anyways because we all just die and fade away forever...
done and done...
i wish i could find this out soon. i don't even know why i try anymore. i wish the answer would just fall out of the sky and hit me in the head. and even if we think we reach this "dream" people are always wanting more and wishing they could do something better. would things be better if people never wanted anything and just lived a simple life...i think everyone would be better off if everyone just let everything go. but at the same time i think of great stuff that comes from people who try. maybe it is just that i havn't found what i have been reaching for so i am trying to convince myself that i am in the right, even tho i know i am not. i dunno maybe someday i can figure this fucking thing called life out...if not it doesn't really matter anyways because we all just die and fade away forever...
done and done...