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so i definitly just wrote a 3 hour note to my dad on how bitchy my mom has been. its getting sick shes starting to nag about the stupidest stuff it makes my head start to hurt. i thought that with the car i would have more freedom... no way jose she calls me like every 10 minutes. i seriously do not think i have gone one night in the past two weeks without crying. i cry like an hour every night. it may sound childish but i realllllly miss my dad and i definitly wish he was home because crazy terri is getting crazier by the minute. soory about this entry because its goint to be filled with alot of complaining so brace yourself.
this is how much i hate school
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it just doesnt get any better from now to the end of next quarter... greasy miller is at it again and i cant take it. im going to blow up. its bad enough when i can look straight at her and give her the bird all hour and she doesnt even REALIZE! even when i walk by... she makes me want to bring a bagel to 3rd hour and a butter knife and just scrape the buttery grease onto my bagel. ughhhh oil pad please! then advanced algebra... i think i know what im doing and then when a test comes like the one tomorrow i BLOW it. so then i get behind on my work and do real bad on the tests. its sick... i hate it... i just wish summer was here and id be fine... also this whole spasmodic month is making me gain weight like crazy :o( so then i get sick when i look at myself and realize bathing suit season is right around the corner... so if u see me eating something i shouldnt be smack it out of my hand and take my money away if i go to the vending machine. also im sick of people telling me im a spoiled bitch... IM NOT OK... i dont get everything i want and everyone is going to have to realize that... im not pinpointing certain people because alot of people have been saying stuff... please stop... my mom gives me money to stay away from her... its not like i live a happy life... my family life sucks. my parents should be divorced, but yet my dad decides to leave for a long period of time every year and leaves me alone with THAT PHYCO BITCH. its makes me so angry, and then she trys to be batter than my dad so she starts throwing money at me and always asks me how much my dad used to give me... its pathetic... my mom should still be at lakeview high school because i dont think shes grown up yet. whew... wow i havent gotten a good vent like that out in ages... and im not gunna lie it felt good... i need to get out of this place soon...
comment if ur feelin bitchy too...
this is how much i hate school
Xo(
it just doesnt get any better from now to the end of next quarter... greasy miller is at it again and i cant take it. im going to blow up. its bad enough when i can look straight at her and give her the bird all hour and she doesnt even REALIZE! even when i walk by... she makes me want to bring a bagel to 3rd hour and a butter knife and just scrape the buttery grease onto my bagel. ughhhh oil pad please! then advanced algebra... i think i know what im doing and then when a test comes like the one tomorrow i BLOW it. so then i get behind on my work and do real bad on the tests. its sick... i hate it... i just wish summer was here and id be fine... also this whole spasmodic month is making me gain weight like crazy :o( so then i get sick when i look at myself and realize bathing suit season is right around the corner... so if u see me eating something i shouldnt be smack it out of my hand and take my money away if i go to the vending machine. also im sick of people telling me im a spoiled bitch... IM NOT OK... i dont get everything i want and everyone is going to have to realize that... im not pinpointing certain people because alot of people have been saying stuff... please stop... my mom gives me money to stay away from her... its not like i live a happy life... my family life sucks. my parents should be divorced, but yet my dad decides to leave for a long period of time every year and leaves me alone with THAT PHYCO BITCH. its makes me so angry, and then she trys to be batter than my dad so she starts throwing money at me and always asks me how much my dad used to give me... its pathetic... my mom should still be at lakeview high school because i dont think shes grown up yet. whew... wow i havent gotten a good vent like that out in ages... and im not gunna lie it felt good... i need to get out of this place soon...
comment if ur feelin bitchy too...