Aug 06, 2008 01:08
so i don't know if i was drunk or not last night but the last time i cried that hard buddy had died
i woke up feeling like a car had ran over my head in my sleep. it didn't help that i was on the phone so late with josh and then got woken up by the damn construction on the building next to me 3 hours later. orange juice and excedrin i guess oh...and coming home ... that normally helps when you have an unexpected, horrible and extremly embarrassing breakdown.
i wish i could tell andrew i was drunk and that's why i acted like that...but i was very conscious...fuck
i never get this embarrassed ... ergh