matt actually came and held my hand while i got my tattoo ... i cant even believe it. i dont know what's going on with him at the moment but i kinda like it lol. maybe he was right ... that i just have to be a little bit patient cause things always seem to work out okay. just wait though, we're supposed to hang out tonigt, he wont call me, i'll cry all night, he'll call me at 2 apologizing and i'll forgive him. aka super bowl lol. i dont know, i just have to kep my head up and maybe he really means what he's telling me ...
anyway, heres probably the only picture you will ever see me half naked in on the internet lol