Do you want a candle that says "let's have sex"?
I just want it to be known that I am head over heels in love with the name Zachariah. Yeah, and I guess I am head over heels in love with all boys named Zachariah too... *happiness*
On another note, life is peachy. I went out last night. Came home late. Went to work for two hours today and then left because I was tired. Hoped up on this thing and now I am writing this wonderful blog entry. But, anyways... you want to know the best thing about now? I feel absolutely content. I feel loved. I feel great. Life is crazy like that. Last month was a tough one for me (as some of my people know). I was getting used to the whole working and schooling life. I was a bit stressed out. I missed a period. I worried about little shit too much and overall, it was a really intense month. But, now, as we enter October, I cannot help but think about how much last month was worth all the stress for how I feel now. I mean, I will admit that I am still busy busy and a teensy bit stressed, but you know what? Life is good. Life is awesome. I am glad that I am doing it... I am living life. I have people in my life who think so highly of me and that makes me feel amazing. It feels so great. Do you know how kick ass it is when someone actually thinks that you are great? That you have done so much for them just by being in their life? Fuck, it feels so GREAT. My life is full of people who love me and cherish me and to me that is all that matters. I say fuck you to all the fuckers you don't cherish me for everything that I am. Because you know what? You don't count anyways... all I can be is who I am and I know that I am one awesome piece of work. I am still becoming myself and everyday I learn something new. Because see, life is full of changes and they make you who you are, but everyone and I mean everyone has something to offer everyone else to better themselves. So, let it be known that I am going to try and offer people as much as I can. Because in the end, it all matters to me to make people happy and be the best that I can be for not only them, but for myself :)
So...
I am going to go sleepy sleeps now because I really am tired...
Lately I have been enjoying meeting strangers... so go out, meet a stranger, and spread a little piece of yourself.
I love you for always~
Christine :)
On another note, life is peachy. I went out last night. Came home late. Went to work for two hours today and then left because I was tired. Hoped up on this thing and now I am writing this wonderful blog entry. But, anyways... you want to know the best thing about now? I feel absolutely content. I feel loved. I feel great. Life is crazy like that. Last month was a tough one for me (as some of my people know). I was getting used to the whole working and schooling life. I was a bit stressed out. I missed a period. I worried about little shit too much and overall, it was a really intense month. But, now, as we enter October, I cannot help but think about how much last month was worth all the stress for how I feel now. I mean, I will admit that I am still busy busy and a teensy bit stressed, but you know what? Life is good. Life is awesome. I am glad that I am doing it... I am living life. I have people in my life who think so highly of me and that makes me feel amazing. It feels so great. Do you know how kick ass it is when someone actually thinks that you are great? That you have done so much for them just by being in their life? Fuck, it feels so GREAT. My life is full of people who love me and cherish me and to me that is all that matters. I say fuck you to all the fuckers you don't cherish me for everything that I am. Because you know what? You don't count anyways... all I can be is who I am and I know that I am one awesome piece of work. I am still becoming myself and everyday I learn something new. Because see, life is full of changes and they make you who you are, but everyone and I mean everyone has something to offer everyone else to better themselves. So, let it be known that I am going to try and offer people as much as I can. Because in the end, it all matters to me to make people happy and be the best that I can be for not only them, but for myself :)
So...
I am going to go sleepy sleeps now because I really am tired...
Lately I have been enjoying meeting strangers... so go out, meet a stranger, and spread a little piece of yourself.
I love you for always~
Christine :)