Reflection
As I more think about the life.. And about everything around me.. It makes me more melancholic. It's not sadness at all. It's nothing depressive. Just melancholy.
I'm going straight forward through my life. But the fact is, I am still not sure how I want to live. I don't want toregret anything. I'm pretty sure what I wanna do. But I'm unsure how to realize everythin I want. How to reach all goals I put in front of myself. I don't care about money, although I need it. I want to have a lot of money, of course. But I won't give my life for money. I know here are more imprtant things than money.
I don't wanna waste everything. I don't want to became a doll of society, like many ppl who I see around me.
Sometimes I listen to what they say.. Some people around me. How they want to live. What goals reach. You want to live like that? Alright. Some people have to. But I won't. I can't.
I don't want to make my life empty. I want to be remembered. To be reminded from time to time in someones heart.
Now, standing in the front of many people, I'm alone. Seems like it's in other way, but the facts are other. No one has all that friends. If you have one person you can really trust you are very rich. In that fact, I am rich. But I still feel lonely.
I'm walking straight through the street, looking at the world I live in. I try not to think about how this world lost it's sense. How many people lost themseleves in all that game. I don't want to became like many of them. Some people say, that's the point of being adult. That's why I don't want to grow up. I dun wanna be like this.I want to live for real, even if my paths have to be difficult. I want to live for real.
Who I really am? I may seem to be other person that I'm in real. I wanna to be the one. And only. To never became like the mass. To never disappear. To shine like a diamond one day. Ist that well, to have such a goal? Maybe I'm selfish. No, not maybe. I'm. One day, I will become the diamond. I will shine. I'm working to make it. Because I told myself, that I will always get what I want.
Everything is possible, isn't it?
If it is, then I wanna try to change the world.
The reflection of mine is totally opposite of me. But it's still a part of me.
Look at me
You make think you see
who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I played a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool
my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
in a world where I have to
hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must
be free to fly
That burns with a need
to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
My mind is talking to me all the time. Strange things. Strange words. Which I don't understand yet.
I just know that I can't waste the time o get. After all, life doesn't life forever. I'm not waken up from fairytale.
In two days is important date. As another days pass, I have a promise to made to myself. Promise for a next year.
Do not regret any day in this life. Live truly. Became a diamond in the world.
And always get what I want.
Because I told myself, that I will. That I'm going to.
To make all my dreams come true.
And to forget. For the last time.