Nov 11, 2006 16:37
They say, that the only thing that can heal the pain is time.
Time goes by and.. I don't feel any difference.
Sometimes.. I forget about the sorrow, but while looking through the window, at night scenery, and listening to the rain, all pain comes back.
The rain drops are falling down like my overflowing, pitful memories.
Why am I such a dumb? Why I was such a fool?
Still can't find the answer.
Maybe it's even better, bacuse knowing the answer won't change a thing.
That's the way it is, leh?
But sometimes the sadness in the bottom of my heart is jutro too strong to bare it. I can't cope with the reality around me for a few minutes, maybe hours.
And then I have to put the pieces of me in one again.
And fight.
Fight.
But.. why am I such a dumb?
It keeps cyrcling and revoling in my mind. Along with the melody, that never leaves me.
Unforgattable, like the first and only love.
My life after this.. I don't really want to speak about it.
myslef,
me